Hiatus"I have been experiencing severe burnout for about 2 years at this point. Sometimes, I get random spurts of inspiration that last about a week. Other times, I have nothing for months. I find many things that I love difficult to do consistently. I have been holding on so dearly to these things--my channel, my music, my website--and it's been so straining. I have been forcing myself, for two years, to push through. I love these things; truly, I do. However, my constant need to reinforce them has possibly been the greatest contributor to my burnout. I no longer have goals for myself. I have no clue what I want to do in college. I know one thing, though: from the bottom of my heart, I love what I do. I have built my entire life around my hobbies, and perhaps that's all I need. I hope I find myself soon, and I hope I can push past and pierce through this stubborn hiatus. It's all I got now. "